Post by ticking on Apr 1, 2011 16:47:07 GMT -5
Kudos? The thought of the man she had just shot laughing and making fun of her really did make Elisa throw up. Tears brimmed down her face as the realization of what she had just done came apparent. He was joking with her after she had just shot off part of his hand!
“I-“ she tried again but no words would form around her lips and instead she throw up a bit again. She hated herself, was tearing at her very soul for her stupidity. Why hadn’t she just listened to his words and taken his kindness head on? Was he that bad of a creature? Part of her screamed yes while the other yelled no.
Managing to hold back her barf and tears for a bit Elisa managed to crawl over to where her gun had been forgotten. She took the weapon and felt it carefully, feeling it’s edges and brims. What should she do? She was so confused the very thing she had wanted to do for months now she had done but the feelings she had felt from the act were nothing like she had imagined.
Elisa turned her gaze back to Harvey who was trying to cut off the bleeding with his scarf. Staggering to her feet Elisa wiped the tears and vomit off of her face and wobbled over to him. His face was scrunched up in pain and Elisa looked at his hand and nearly started throwing up again. The shot had done a lot worse than she had first imagined and the pain looked unbearable. Unsure, herself on what she was doing she lowered herself to Harvey’s side and took his head. Telling him to sit still, from her pant’s pocket she grabbed a roll of flimsy looking bandages and other such medical materials and began to inspect his hand. Luckily before her house had been set on fire Elisa’s mother had made her make a small first aid kit just in case something like this happened to her. How would her mother feel if she saw what the kit was instead being used for?
“I-“ she tried again but no words would form around her lips and instead she throw up a bit again. She hated herself, was tearing at her very soul for her stupidity. Why hadn’t she just listened to his words and taken his kindness head on? Was he that bad of a creature? Part of her screamed yes while the other yelled no.
Managing to hold back her barf and tears for a bit Elisa managed to crawl over to where her gun had been forgotten. She took the weapon and felt it carefully, feeling it’s edges and brims. What should she do? She was so confused the very thing she had wanted to do for months now she had done but the feelings she had felt from the act were nothing like she had imagined.
Elisa turned her gaze back to Harvey who was trying to cut off the bleeding with his scarf. Staggering to her feet Elisa wiped the tears and vomit off of her face and wobbled over to him. His face was scrunched up in pain and Elisa looked at his hand and nearly started throwing up again. The shot had done a lot worse than she had first imagined and the pain looked unbearable. Unsure, herself on what she was doing she lowered herself to Harvey’s side and took his head. Telling him to sit still, from her pant’s pocket she grabbed a roll of flimsy looking bandages and other such medical materials and began to inspect his hand. Luckily before her house had been set on fire Elisa’s mother had made her make a small first aid kit just in case something like this happened to her. How would her mother feel if she saw what the kit was instead being used for?